Thank you to both of you for your answers. Dad was much clearer today, which was good, and today was acually a family meeting with some of his MD's, which answered many of our questions.
I'm both of my parents secondary power of attorney (in Dad's case, Mom is first, in Mom's case, Dad is first). But I've been an active member because my healthcare knowledge is much greater than that of my parent's or my sister's. And the staff has realized that it is easier to talk to me and explain to me, as well as my mother understanding that she develops a selective hearing at times.
Our family meeting today proved very helpful, and very frustrating. I had already had a list of his meds, and the only possible sedation meds were a low dose fentanyl patch for back pain/stomach pain, and a PRN order for haldol that was only supposed to be used in severe confusion. Today I got the fentanyl patch discontinued (Dad's pain isn't that bad - he used motrin at home), and requested benadryl if he can't sleep, since they were only giving the haldol at night IF he requested something to help sleep.
So while I felt victorious over that, the next thing they went over was the fact that they want to discharge my father to a short-term rehab, either tomorrow or the day after. So, was changing the meds even worth it when they're already planning his discharge?
They also informed us about his treatment options, which have apparently changed. His tumor has not grown since his diagnosis, so no mets, which is good. His tumor is large, it encompasses his entire bladder, through the muscle walls. Essentially, his entire bladder is now made up of this tumor. My Dad is no longer a candidate for chemo, until his confusion is completely clear, since he may not be able to verbalize some of the more dangerous side effects. Which leaves only radiation at this time. The main plan is 30 treatments over 6 weeks. And they'll hopefully be able to arrange them closer to home for us all. And there's still possibility of some chemo within there. Surgery however has been cancelled as an option. The oncologist stated that right now, my father's cancer is the least of his problems and that going under the knife to get the tumer out would kill him. Dad's liver isn't the best, and neither is his heart. And all of the ativan they gave him when he was majorly sedated during his ICU stay hurt his already scarred-liver, so he's been having liver issues. Plus, the nephrostomy tubes that we learned today are now permenant. So their goal is to attempt to "control" the tumor, versus shrink or take out the tumor.
All in all, a bit of a tough day. I thank you both though for your advice. We did have neuro consult when he was in ICU, and neuro deemed him "unresponsive" at the time. all brain MRI's and CT scans have been negative. and Dad's confusion issues before generally lied in the fact that he's an engineer and has an engineer's way of thinking. Certain abstract ways could confuse him. And I have been the pain in the butt family member that I hate myself. But I also know from my own experience, that it's the noisy bird that gets the worm.
Well, I'm off to attempt some sleep. Sleep is far and few these days. Thank you again!