There is help and though fear is real go on to the next step --- none of my BCG's or Chemo worked every resectioned ended up with cancer returning ---- however, bladder is gone prostate is gone --- so far so is the cancer. Hang in there you are not alone.
Age 72 had radical 9/11/10 have conduit everything is fine, grateful to be a cancer survivor. Lost Dad and Brother to Cancer both in their 50's.