I am so sorry to hear that your Dad and your family are going through yet another issue. I don't have any experience with bone marrow transplants, but I wanted to let you know that you are in my thoughts and prayers.
When we face tough challenges in life it's hard to see ahead and know that we will endure whatever comes our way. With my bladder and lung cancers, I have learned to just live day by day, just asking for enough mental and physical strength to get through that one day.
Not sure if you have any religous leanings, but the lyrics from one of my favorite songs always comforts me, because I believe that God is still watching and caring for us even when our circumstances make it difficult to believe he even exists. It's comforting to know that His faithfulness doesn't depend on our faith.
HE'S BEEN FAITHFUL
In my moments of fear,
Through every pain, every tear,
There's a God whose been faithful to me.
When my strength was all gone,
When my heart had no song, still in love
He's proved faithful to me.
Every word he's promised, is true. What I thought was impossible
I see my God do.
Chorus:
He's been faithful, faithful to me
Looking back his love and mercy I see.
In my heart, I have questioned, even failed to believe,
but he's been faithful, faithful to me.
When my heart looked away, the many times I could not pray,
Still my God, He was faithful to me.
The days I spent so selfishly, reaching out for what pleased me,
Even then God was faithful to me, even then he's been faithful to me.
Ev'ry time I come back to him,
He is waiting with open arms and I see once again. .
Hugs to you,
Rebecca