I sure don't blame you for the "life is not fair" rant - even if the lump turns our to be just a lump, it's also one more thing piling up on you. I used to use the same phrase, "it's just not fair", as a kid but my Mom always just looked at me and said, "No one ever said life was supposed to be fair". Guess she was right, huh? Will be anxious to hear about your appt - and am keeping my fingers crossed for you!!
Sandy