So sorry to hear that you've had a recurrence. Many of us have had them as it is the nature of the beast.
You are NOT ALONE!
Can you give some more background so we have some way to guide you?
What was your bladder cancer diagnosis before? (stage and grade).
What was your treatment before?
What was the result of your pathology report after this biopsy (TURBT) that you just had?
Where are you being seen?
What has your doctor recommended as a treatment plan?
I know it can seem overwhelming again when it comes back but there are certainly things that can be done depending on stage and grade. If we try to take things one step at a time, it can sometimes help as you can be focused on each step.
Mike
Age 54
10/31/06 dx CIS (TisG3) non-invasive (at 47)
9/19/08 TURB/TUIP dx Invasive T2G3
10/8/08 RC neobladder(at 49)
2/15/13 T4G3N3M1 distant metastases(at 53)
9/2013 finished chemo -cancer free again
1/2014 ct scan results....distant mets
2/2014 ct result...spread to liver, kidneys, and lymph...