Thank you, Rosemary and fear. Seems the rolercoaster is over here now. I play online poker and it's a good thing I did it for a living because I am playing it alot! right now and I'd be broke . I am even making money ,woohoo. I usually play at the casino. Online is cool and does help me when I am over the top anxious.
How do you stop feeling sorry for yourself? I know people have alot worse stuff , but I have overcome so many illnesses that I am beginning to feel like a punching bag . Can you really get punished for past deeds in other lives ??? I wonder what the heck I did?
And poor hubby . He is a wreck ,too. He goes to every appointment, operation, ICU, you name it ...he is right there. I am so happy I married this man , even after 33 years
Ok, I am done complaining ..........but it DID feel good!
I just hope when the urologist I trust gets back, that things will turn around and get done. :-\