Sam,
Thank you for sharing your story, I know it is difficult to do so. After my father died I repeated the story over and and over again to anyone who would listen. I kept disecting the whole scenario as if I had missed something I should have done, thinking it would have changed things. Its all about grieving, and its all so normal when one is in your situation.
Your moms story is quite complex. I am shocked when reading some stories and your moms is one of those. Its a confusing scenario as if you are T-1 and superficial bladder cancer you are not a candidate for bladder removal just treatment. I am wondering if her cancer was elsewhere first, then went to the bladder. Therefore all the other sites, liver, lungs etc. She tried everything to get rid of it so in her mind she was doing what she could to remain her for her family.
I know one thing, you are a wonderful family, I cannot judge what was done for your mom with her treatment as she was a special case, and complex. I would have questions as well. Can you tell us what kind of facility she was at, a major cancer center??? I am not familar with the one you mentioned. Please continue to write as we can answer your immediate questions...bless you and your family.
Sam, we had a similar situation with a beautiful lady named Claire, she passed this summer,, she had small children, her story is much the same as your moms, I will get you her dates so you can read it, I think it would help you, she also went on a vacation, on a big sail boat with her family, two months later she was gone..another b/c patient we will miss.
Sam, I am sure many who are reading this are shocked as well, are you open for comments on what could have been done differently in your moms treatment?? Ginger