e3run,
My wife of 51 years uses the term, "WE have cancer". This disease affects both of us. Over the years, various events - some welcomed, some not - have caused changes in our life together, and together we have always adjusted to a "new normal". We have and will make adjustments as needed for treating and living with cancer
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My wife is the key player on my care team, even as she feel the impact of changes. She is my number one supporter, and the one holds medical people accountable for following through with plans. At doctor appointments she asks questions until she gets answers that make sense. Somehow, she manages to be there during treatments and hospitalizations, keeping track of the "small" details such as getting the correct medications on time and of the prescribed dosage.
I am flat on my back and lose most of three days after every treatment. She picks up the slack. She is affected by this disease as much as I am, but in a different way. She is right; WE have cancer.
Most important to us, we have worked through, and talked through, the changes that have entered our lives. Cancer is not the first serious medical issue that we have faced together. Together, as a team, we will get through this, wherever it takes us.
We have also learned to USE the medical care team to the fullest extent. Spill your guts, fears and concerns to the doctors and others on your care team. When you need help, ask. When you are concerned, ask. When you have ANY questions, ask. There are lots of unknowns and uncertainties ahead. Know who you can call anytime, with any question, and get a prompt answer of referral. Do not accept that the two of you are supposed to go through this time of changes without having full time support from your care team.
The initial shock will wear off. Both of you will, together, will adjust to your new normal. It will get easier. Together you will face down this disease.
Best
Jack