Thank you Sara Anne!
As I way laying down for my cystoscopy, I remember vividly the urologist/oncologist pointing the tumor on the screen and telling me "See this ugly little thing? That is cancer, we need to remove asap and send to pathology " . That was quite a shock.
Within 3 weeks the tumor was removed as well as satellites . Pathology report had good and bad news. BCG treatments were my next step. Interestingly enough BCG treatments were actually discovered here in Kingston, Ontario part of the Queen's University . I just happen to live in Kingston and followed by Urology/Oncology at KGH - teaching hospital. So fortunate to have such a great medical team.
I have just had my 5th of 6th dose of BCG yesterday and scheduled for next cysto on Nov 7. I am crossing my fingers that BCG is working.
In the meantime I keep on going to the gym, eat healthy and determine to keep fighting.