Warren, sorry I,m so late jumping in here. Most of us that have had the Neo surgery have went through what you're going through or something very close. I spent a few weeks with buyers remorse also. I just wanted you to know most all of us have gotten better. This is not an easy surgery or cancer and I know a lot about both. It sounds to me like you are handling it very well. There are going to be bumps in the road, it's just the way it is. I would like to offer you a little encouragement. I am over three years out from my Neo surgery. After the first few months, My life was pretty much back to normal. My digestive track is fine, no problem! I don't leak doing the day. I do leak a little at night sometimes, but I also drink right up till bed time. I have a sex life without any need for aids. This is just to let you know everything is possible. I know how lucky I am, and hope you are just as lucky as I have been. It can all take some time! Just hang in there and deal with it one day at a time.
Wishing you the best.
Duke
PS. Cady, If you are still following this thread. I hope you have read enough on this sight to realize you just won the lottery. Live like it!