First, you NEED the BCG treatment.
Second, it is NOT a choice between your life and your grandchildren's lives, or your husband's life or anybody else.
Third, ask your doctor some of these questions.
Where in the world did you come up with spreading TB through the air if you got BCG.
Fourth, Tarot cards are just make believe.
I can't believe you are considering throwing your life away based on such crazy misinformation.
The fact that you skipped it this long isn't good but the fact you are least trying to find out facts now is a positive sign.
Do you think more than one in ten trillion people would ever do BCG if it was going to kill their loved ones???????
Don't let your denial prevent you from finding out the facts. That CAN kill you.
Don't let your grandchildren drink from the toilet on the day of your BCG before or after putting the bleach in it. Then they will be fine.
Mike
Age 54
10/31/06 dx CIS (TisG3) non-invasive (at 47)
9/19/08 TURB/TUIP dx Invasive T2G3
10/8/08 RC neobladder(at 49)
2/15/13 T4G3N3M1 distant metastases(at 53)
9/2013 finished chemo -cancer free again
1/2014 ct scan results....distant mets
2/2014 ct result...spread to liver, kidneys, and lymph...
