Hi, my first time here as well. i was diagnosed in 2002 and had TUR with follow up cystos every 3 months. In Oct, 2005 dr. saw suspected area and had a biopsy came back as dysplasia and I had a round of BCG. Another cysto in Jan. and an area of irritation, did another biopsy and it came back as no cancer. I go back the end of May for another cysto and then in June for follow up of BCG. I am not dealing with this very well emotionally and every time I have a pain or stinging I panic. How do you cope?