Star,
I hear you. [smiley=sad.gif]
Financial troubles can seem just as monumental as the physical ones. (If not more)
Why are you out of work for 2 weeks for TUR surgery? You say your job is "hard". Is it physically demanding?
My first TUR, I was out for 1 week on Dr's recommendation, but was ready to go back after 2 days. My sister pressed me to save my sick leave in case I needed it down the road. (RC...) So, for the second surgery, I scheduled my TUR on a Thursday and was back to work on Monday. I do have a desk job though.
Do you feel that you really need 2 weeks leave?
I have been blessed to have an AFLAC cancer policy, and it is my intention that if I hit the FIVE YEAR CANCER FREE mark, that I will UP my policy to the highest benefit.
I get $300.00 cash on the barrel for each BCG treatment. (Not to mention for surgeries, travel, hotels, second opinions and anesthesia.) I also got a whopping check just for being diagnosed with cancer....However, this does not mean that I do not have a rather LARGE AND OUTSTANDING hospital bill hanging over my head. And believe me, it HANGS.
When I was dx'd, I felt compelled to move back home with my Mother in order to free up money and pay my medical costs. This is both a blessing and a curse. All of my treasured art and furniture and curtains was donated to the local Church Yard Sale in order to lighten up me up. I had to give my cat away (as my Mother hates cats), and he soon afterward got sick and died. I miss him very much. :'(
I believe we will get through this, and life will get better. Sometimes we just have to hang on.
Hang in there with me, Kid,
Rosemary