I agree that bummer is a good term, but it still doesn't adequately reflect the disappointment we feel when we get the bad news from a cysto. I experienced the same bad news back in August. Had the TURBT, six weeks of BCG and last week had another TURBT only to find a new growth and a small red area from the previous surgery. I will get the results from the biopsy tommorrow
Even with all this, I feel lucky that so far my BC has only been non-invasive. "Drosenberg", keep the faith. As well you know, you have friends here that provide support and an area to vent your frustration. This is a "BUMMER" of a disease. Chuck