Hi Sarah, I will do more than think good thoughts, I will keep you in my prayers. I like your outlook of getting on with living. Thats what all this is about, LIVING !!! I'm getting a turb done on Thru because my tumors are back, so today I went hiking in a new spot I have never been to before. I found a forest of huge pine trees, we have snow on the ground and it was so peaceful I just let everything go and soaked it all in. Heres for praying your results come back negative and you sail on to living !! Rocky