Incomplete Path Report but scared silly

Thank you Sara Anne. I see local urologist 4/20. I have initial appointment at Cleveland Clinic on 4/24.

I had a TURBT (first ever) 10 days ago. I called urologist for pathology results yesterday and was told results in, but doctor out if town all week, so hadn't reviewed or signed off on and she would give me results upon her return 4/20. I was incredibly stressed waiting and asked if any way I could get results now. The a Physicians Assistant called me back and said she wanted to move my appointment up from 4/29 to 4/20. I asked her if she was escalating appointment due to results. She said yes. I am just learning all this Bladder Cancer stuff, so the only thing I knew to ask is if it was invasive. She reluctantly said it showed micro pap invasion but doc might get 2nd opinion on pathology. All my head needed to hear was invasive and I started to cry. I asked what does that signify long term and she said bladder removal, chemo, radiation. My head is spinning. I know there is do much more that I need to know on the Pathology Report to really know what this means. I have the option of going to Cleveland Clinic since I have family there I can stay with (I live in Pittsburgh, PA but insurance blocks me from UPMC docs and facilities). So, I guess in the meantime I am looking for some insight into what micro pap invasion means. Also, Zi am assuming since it's my pathology report the doctor should be agreeable to sending it to me?