I hope I won't become a bother. It's just so nice to talk to people who have been there or are there and know all that I am going through. So if I babble, please forgive me.
I wake up thinking EEK I have cancer . What will they do to me , will I live through it. on and on. Then I get a bit busy around the house and feel a bit better. I think this is going to take a while till I don't feel as scared, but from reading here that isn't unusual at all. That is so important to me.
I have anxiety /panic issues at times also , so this has me in a tailspin at times.
Maybe after today I will know more and can post about it here for advice about how to handle the situation.
At least I know it is ok to be freaking out about this. Do you ever ...unfreak? Or rather, when ? Right now I feel like probably never , but perhaps that will change.
Ok , I am probably babbling now. I have no one but hubby to babble to around here. Kids live too far away , mom is in a nursing home with Alzheimers ...so you guys are it
I hope you don't mind adopting me for awhile .
Thanks and have a great day, Jeanne